From Contemptible to Notorious (Violent Content Warning)

I have my room. Four booths to sit thirty people, all here to watch me. I walked down the aisle and sat myself in the back row, the plush velvet tickling my legs, while the soft birch wood held me upright. I ran my hands along the cushion under me and watched as they placed our chest on stage. Master’s slaves brought the equipment for tonight’s show. Three pieces set down, the heavy black leather wrapped chest, a wooden table and a flat piece of wood left standing up.

I sat watching the burly men leave me, alone the room all to myself. Running my hands from the velvet to my legs I drew myself up to stand, reaching high overhead, climbing onto my tiptoes. Coming down I stepped out of the row and walked to the stage, turning my back and pushing myself up to sit on the ledge.

“I wondah… How many Mastah will bring tonight.”

I took a deep breath squeezing the edge of the stage before spinning around and standing on my stage. I skipped toward the slab of wood from this angle getting a clearer view. Curved in all the right places, the cutout near perfect. I set myself against it, my back to it. The arms of the cutout wrapped connected to the head, so I lifted my arms and placed them behind my head.

Looking around the cutout was just bigger than me. I stared across from me to what was now an empty stage. Master would be there, in his black and gold, those red eyes gleaming. I closed my eyes, imagining the crowd to my right, Master before me.

The crowd was cheering, cheering for me, I could hear it.

Opening my eyes, I sighed licking my lips. The chest, I had to set up. I walked over to the hard wood wrapped in black leather and squatted down to unlatch it. Lifting the top I uncovered the tools for the evening. A small redwood box was on top, I lifted it and walked over to the table setting it down. I went back to grab the silken cloth, black with gold trim and brought that too to the table. It was a runner I laid across the table; the sides hanging over.

Standing in front of the table I placed the small box along the bottom half of wood and opened it. Inside were six daggers. A smile came to my lips, the daggers were sleek, polished and as I ran one against my thumb drawing blood, I knew. They were deadly.

I sucked the drop of blood from my thumb and set the dagger on the table runner. I took the other five daggers out and displayed them neatly across the runner, blades shining in the candlelight. I closed the redwood box and carried it back to the chest placing the redwood box along the side. I then pulled a leather satchel that revealed a gown beneath.

I set the satchel next to the chest and grabbed the gown within. Holding it up I admired the linen so finely sewn. A deep burgundy cloth sewn with fine golden silk, the same gold Master has in his clothing. It was so soft; I rubbed my face against it feeling the texture cup my cheek. It even smelled of Master, the dark death that followed him.

“Mmm…” I murmured as I set the gown reluctantly back in the chest.

“Miss?” A young voice called behind me.

I turned sneering at the sight of the man calling up. Brown eyes, light dusty hair and a boyish face eaten by his own cheeks.

“Basil…” His name a toxin.

He walked towards me, “Good, you remember me. I was-”

“Stop.” I called to him, though he didn’t listen. “I said stop!”

He kept coming, closer until at the foot of the stage.

“Now, that is rude for a slave.” He shook his head, placing his hands on the stage. “Your Master should have taught you better.”

I spit at him, hitting his hand. He glared briefly before putting that ever so fake smile on his lips. He wiped his hand along his green embroidered coat. Pulling himself onto the stage I clenched my coat and looked to both sides of the stage.

“My Mastah teaches me fine.” I scowled at him.

I gingerly moved to the table to find the daggers. Grabbing one in my hand I was shocked to find Basil’s hand right atop of mine. His head against my shoulder, cheek brushing cheek.

“Ah, ah, ah.” His hand clenched my own, the other grabbing my free wrist. “There is a penalty for attacking a Magister. I would think you know that.”

I smiled turning to look at him, those dull eyes, full of malice.

“I know da rules.” I winked at him.

He relaxed, as I released the dagger. I turned my face more his cheek brushing my lips.

I whispered, “Sard off.”

With a quick snap I bit him, a mouthful of cheek between my lips.

“Ahh!” He screamed, his hands releasing me and grabbing his face. “You fuckin’ bitch!”

I smiled wide, spitting the flesh from my mouth, licking the blood from my lips. I grabbed the dagger once more, turning to face Basil, pointing the end right between his eyes. I leaned back and sat on the table, my other hand as support.

“Mastah says I am ‘is.” I waved the dagger. “So… Unless Mastah say’s you can touch…” I pushed myself forward, closer, the dagger right before his nose. “You don’t touch.” I whispered.

“I will kill you.” His words biting through his teeth.

Blood was dripping from his palm, rage and shock shaking his body. His eyes never leaving the dagger.

“You can’t attack a Magister! Your Master won’t be able to stop what happens to you.”

I was about to speak, but someone did it for me.

“Oh? Magister Basil, what do you think will happen to my Sin?”

He turned and my smiled widen. It was Master!

“Your bitch bite me!” He yelled.

“What a terrible thing.” Master shook his head. “Horrible manners Magister Basil. Just horrible.” Master licked his lips. “Sin.”

I perked up and pulled the dagger closer, “Yes, Mastah?”

“Did you bite him?”

“I was scared Mastah. He broke da rules.” I glanced at Basil, eyes returning to Mastah’s reds.

“Interesting.”

“I broke no rules! She’s the one.”

Master raised his hand, “She is a girl Magister. A girl which I own… How does this look? You attack-”

“Attack!?”

“Yes, attacked. What else would you call it?”

“I was speaking with her when… when she.”

“Bit you.” I said.

He scowled, glancing at me, then back at master. Master walked closer and closer until he was at the stage and climbed up.

“It’s a shame of Magister Sidonis. Did you hear they found his two slaves dead atop of him?” Basil nodded slowly. “I wonder what happened to that skinny girl he had with… Maybe she had enough and killed him.” Master walked closer. “Maybe someone saved her from her Magister…”

Master stopped in front of Basil and looked over the man, offering him a white cloth.

“You should clean yourself up Magister. Sin and I have a show to prepare for.”

“I am not leaving! Not until your… Pet is punished.”

Master smiled, “Sin, hand me the dagger.”

I looked down at the dagger then back at Master. “I… I didn’t…”

His red gaze bore through me and I quickly shut up turning the blade around to offer him the handle.

“Thank you, my Sin.” Master took the dagger, running the blade over his other hand. “Punish Sin? She has a show tonight. No, I think the wiser option would be to punish me.”

Master offered Basil the dagger.

“Go ahead, stab me. Take out your anger.”

Master offered his dagger, handle to Magister Basil. Keeping the smile off my lips was near impossible, I brought my hands up covering my mouth and turning away. I couldn’t do it though, I couldn’t look away.

“Master K K.” Basil said. “Punishing your slave would suffice, there is no need.”

“No, of course, no need, but Magister why should my Sin suffer? It is my doing she is the way she is. I am responsible am I not?”

Master shook the daggers handle up and down in front of Basil. His red gaze looking past Basils’, my eyes meeting his. There was so much power in that look, I dropped a hand to the table to hold myself up, my body trembled a grin spilling out from my hand.

“Magister Basil, you will take this dagger and stab me and we will be done with this.” A tone heavy, full of malevolence.

Basil clear his throat and took the dagger from Master, his eyes looking at the blade, a finger running the point. Master stepped forward, Basil jerked back.

“What scares you Magister? Can you not punish those above you?”

“Above me!?” Basil stuttered out. “Master K K, the Magisters of this island make the rules.”

“Then follow. Your. Rules.” Master flashed a smile. “Punish the one responsible. I already chose the tool for it.” Master grabbed Basils‘ hand pulling it forward, Basil fighting back.

The dagger hovered around Master’s stomach, Basil was pulling hard, the dagger not budging. I moved my hand from my mouth, finding strength in my legs again I stood tall, stepping behind Basil, my hands to his shoulders.

“Magestah… Mastah does not die like you.” I cackled. “Mastah is special and makes Sin special.”

Basil’s shoulders were so tense, neck taut and arm shaking. Then he got a good pull the dagger breaking free. I stepped back and gave him space, Basil looking between the two of us. Dropping the dagger he turned aside backing away from both of us, his eyes darting back and forth.

“I will speak to the Magisters’ about this.” He stuttered nearly falling off the stage.

“Invite them to the show when you do.” Master said. “The more the better.”

I walked over to Master, grabbing his arm, squeezing his hand. Basil walked backwards the entire way until he reached the end of the hall and turned to leave. That is when Master turned no anger, nor happiness, just… Him.

“We must change the show.”

Master pulled away and walked backstage, I looked down to my hand which held his, a red mess of blood smeared in my palm.

 

From Condemned to Adorned

A knocking came ringing through the room. It was not leading to the outside, but next door. The woman that called herself Sin jumped up, still naked and opened the door. Fire light flashed over her skin, illuminating the crazy woman, looking so beautiful.

“Sin, bring your sister.” A voice called out.

“Yes Mastah.”

Sin walked over reaching down picking me up by the arm, her hand squeezing hard.

“Come! Mastah says you come.”

“Oww..” I squealed.

I came to my feet and grabbed hold of my arm, a small bruise forming on my arm. I looked at the bruise then at Sin, her eyes wide, fearful. Her nose wrinkled, and she turned away quickly walking to the door and onto the next room.

I slowly followed holding my arm still, rubbing my thumb against the bruise. Before turning around through the doorway I dragged my face into my shoulder, cleaning the residue from the food. I glanced down at myself and saw crumbs all over my clothes. I wiped myself promptly.

“Sin, where is your sister?”

“Uhm… She…”

“I’m here… I’m here.” I said walking through the door, my arms hugging my chest.

“Come.” He waved me over.

Sin was kneeling on a plush red cushion, her arms folded in his lap, her head leaning on his side. No matter the love she showed him, her eyes glared at me. I kept my eyes on the floor taking small steps towards them. I glanced side to side seeing a large wooden table, basins full of fire, the warmth of the room being the only welcoming thing. His seat, looked of pure gold, matching the vest and seems of his blouse.

“So skinny…” He said, Sin nodding. “It’s an awful thing.” His hand going to Sin’s shoulder. “Sin has not known hunger for some time. She may have forgotten how skinny she was when I found her.”

Sin raised her gaze up to him, “I remember Mastah.”

He flashed a smile. “Then you remember spitting at me.”

Sin tore her eyes away looking at the floor, glancing up at me and back down.

“Sin was very… Is very wild.” He chuckled. “But Sin understands her role. Soon you will understand yours.”

I gulped and looked at Sin before glancing at him. “What is my role?”

Sin backhanded my leg. I looked down at her and she glared mouthing the words.

“Master… What is my role Master?”

“Grace.” He said. His thumb rolling on Sins shoulder. “You are my Grace where she is my Sin.”

“I…”

“Sin, you need to prepare for your show. Grace and I have rules to discuss.” He paused red eyes glaring at me. “Go my Sin.” 

She left, she left me with him. The man who just hours ago killed Magister Sidonis without a hint of care. Was I to become just like Sin? Was I to be on stage for show? What rules did he have for me?

When Sin had left the room, she stared me down, the glare somehow more frightening than the man I was to call Master. I gulped, my eyes on my hands in my lap.

“What rules?” I asked.

“You will end every sentence you say to me with Master.”

I nodded, his hand raising a finger to my lips.

“You and your sister Sin will get along. And understand… Understand that both of you will get along.” He licked his lower lip. “You are not Sin, you are Grace. You are the opposite of your sister and thus will not be expected to perform as your sister. I will trust you with your Masters greatest secret.”

His eyes glowed a menacing red, his face leaning closer to mine, his finger pulling my lips apart. In that moment frozen in time, the intensity of his gaze stopping all fear.

“Can you keep that secret Grace?”

What could he expect from me?

“A secret your sister does not know? A secret that if you were to tell… No, you won’t tell will you Grace?”

As if his question granted me permission to move I shook my head. Why doesn’t Sin know? Sin is his favorite… Am I going to die? He must have seen the fear rising back in me, my body so cold.

“Oh Grace, your death will not come. Not if your Master has anything to do with it. If you keep this secret, you will live an eternity with your Master.”

His finger pulled away, and he sat back into his seat, his eyes beyond me, past the large table and to the front of his cabin.

“Out there is a world I control, just outside that door. Once off this ship my control diminishes, a little, but enough. You… You are too skinny to succeed in this task I am giving you. You first duty is to feed yourself.”

He reached down behind him, digging into a leather satchel. I heard metal clinging against one another and glass clinking just the same. When he sat back up he had a glass flask, deep amber almost purple liquid inside.

“You will take a sip of this every hour.” He grew stern. “Every hour. There is an hourglass in your room. You will use it. You will drink and in two week’s time you will be ready.”

My lips stuck together tore flesh when I spoke. “Ready for what…? Uhm… Master?”

“Ready to do your job my dear.” he licked his lower lip. “Ready to serve your purpose.”

I sucked in my own lips and kept my eyes off of him. I looked at the vial, the liquid inside. He wouldn’t poison me would he? He didn’t pay for me either… what am I worth to him?

“Master?”

“Grace?”

“Why me?… Master.”

He grinned licking his lower lip again. “I need more than Sin. She is the stage… you… you are the world.”

“Do you love Sin?”

“Uhm.”

“Master…”

“Sin is loved and adored on stage. Know any who harm her will end up as your Magister.” He licked his, lower lip. “Now what does that say about you? He wasted your potential and I will abuse it. I will drag you along but you will be better… do better. More than you will be as Sin and love… love this new life. You must.”

“What if I do not love it… master?”

“Then you failed. And I do not tolerate failure.”

He waved me away, “Go eat the fruit until you feel sick and drink from this.” He handed me the flask “Ever hour.” His hands squeezing mine. “Do not fail me my Grace.”

He released my hand and stood up from his seat. Behind him was another door in which he left, leaving me to walk back to my new room.

While gone someone had lit the coals, the basins ablaze. I slowly closed the door behind me examining the bed, the sheets, the comfort.

I sniffed and went to the dresser the hour glass on top. Licking my lips I looked at the glass, running my thumb over it. Removing the cork my nose wrinkled, the smell vile. I couldn’t help but cough, gasping for clean air. I reapplied the cork, tears dripping down my cheeks. I set the flask next to the hourglass and grabbed the platter of figs. Setting the figs stop the dresser I tossed one into my mouth, holding my breath. Popping the cork I then closed my nose with one hand and took a sip with the other.

I slammed the flask down and closed it up, chewing on the fig and swallowing. My breathing was quick, my nostrils flaring. My skin reddening, warmth pumping from my stomach to my fingertips. Colors got brighter, my neck taught and my appetite blaring. 


From Sole to Shared

I love this bed, the fur. Naked and huddled under layers of otter. I’ve never dreamed of waking in a feather bed so warm aboard a ship where I was like a queen. Master is so good. My room next to his, a porthole looking out onto the island where I perform tonight.

I rolled over grabbing the neck of a bottle drinking back the spicy honey. It drips from the side of my mouth and I wipe it down my cheek and onto my neck. The liquid gets soaked by the lambskin that lines my collar, the black leather plated with gold and my Masters’ name, K K.

I stretched out my feet escaping the warmth of my blankets and touching the brisk air.

“Mmm…”

With a big yawn I hug my blankets not ready to pull away.

One, two…

I throw my blankets off and jump from my bed with my arms outstretched, coming to my tiptoes. Shivering quickly takes over, someone has put the basin out. I go to my armoire of redwood and pull out a black woolen dress to throw around my body.

“This will do.”

I had a huge smile on my face; I love show days. Skipping to my door I pull it open, squinting into the sun overheard. The men aboard the ship glance and quickly return to their work. I gingerly made my way tiptoeing across the planks to a burly bearded man. Red skin, red hair and smelling of the sea.

“Mmm, where is Mastah?” I asked him.

He didn’t respond, his eyes staying on the barrels he was pulling up from below. I placed two fingers on his shoulder, running them along the bone.

“Mastah, where is Mastah?”

My hand clasped onto his shoulder my nails biting into his skin. He turned around, green eyes wide and looking at me. He shook his head rapidly side to side.

“Something got your tongue?” I cackled and released him.

I skipped around the deck making my rounds towards the gangplank. If my eyes could smile, they would. I ran down the gangplank towards him.

“Mastah!”

He turned at my squealing and stepped aside revealing he was with another. My skipping turned to a walk, my arms tense, hands forming a fist.

“Ah, what perfect timing.” Master said. “Sin, this will be your new sister.”

I wrinkled my nose and spat at her feet. She was so skinny, more bones than skin. Her hair thin and falling out. Eyes sunken in… How could Master ever…

“Sin!”

I looked at Master and sneered, “Mastah deserves betta.” I glare at the girl. “Sin should be enough for Mastah.”

Masters’ red eyes peered right at me, the entire world living in his eyes. I am never afraid of him, but what I saw stopped my heart. My hands came up to my chest and gripped my dress tight. I couldn’t look at him anymore, my eyes going to the floor. If I didn’t look at him, then he couldn’t be mad with me, he couldn’t be mad with his Sin.

I saw his pale hand come under my chin and lift my head to look at his eyes once more.

“Sin… This is your new sister.” He moved my head to face the girl. “You care for her half as much as you care for me, Master will be happy.”

I flashed a smile, holding it back from her… Whoever she was.

“She is not replacing your shows Sin. That is your world.”

The words were a relief. My grip on the dress loosening. She could never do one of my shows, she was too scrawny, too weak. I was strong, Master loves how strong Sin is.

“Betta.”

Master glared at me again.

“Mastah K K.”

Master released my chin and took the girls’ hand and placed it in my own.

“Show your sister your room.” He looked between us. “You will be sharing.”

Even her hands were dry and wrinkled like the rest of her. I couldn’t help but sneer at her touch, but I took her hand squeezing her fingers in mine.

“Okay, Mastah… Let’s go…” I looked at Master who was watching us. “Sistah…”

I led her up the gangplank without speaking to her. She complained though.

“You’re hurting my hand…”

She was weak why could Master ever allow her? I let go of her hand and stopped on the deck.

“You will neva replace Sin. Sin is Mastah’s favorite.” I poked my chest.

I spit over the ledge waiting for her to speak up, do anything besides shake in fear. She gulped and slowly stepped onto the deck, her eyes darting around examining her surroundings.

“Come! I has a show to prepare for.” I snapped at her grabbing her wrist this time.

I rushed along the deck while she stumbled with. Getting to my door I pointed at it, dark red wood. Then pointed at the other white and black wood door.

“My room… Mastah’s room.” I got close to her. “You neva go into Mastah’s room. You knock three times. He says when you go in.”

I opened my door stopping and looking back at her once more.

“What does Mastah call you?”

She shook her head, “I… I don’t know… My name is-”

“No, Mastah tells you your name.”

My eyes glared at the girl. For a long moment I questioned if I could throw her overboard, my eyes glancing to the starboard side, the handrail short enough. Moving my eyes back to her I shook my head silently turning back to the door.

I pulled the heavy redwood and embraced the soft smells of vanilla exuding from the room. It’s warmth returned to it, the basins lit. Walking in I dropped the woolen dress from my body.

“Dis is all mine.” I pointed to the armoire and the bed. “You..” I turned to her a long finger raised. “You get those.”

“Okay…” Her voice squeaked.

I motioned my finger at a pile of pillows in the corner. Grabbing the otter skin from my bed I crawled underneath the covers and swam to the pillow reaching underneath. I pulled out a bottle of spiced honey and drink. I took three large gulps the bottle left empty. Tossing it to the side I watched as the girl was still standing, looking around the pile of pillows.

“Mastah deserves betta than you.” I like my lips, the sweet honey present. “Sin does not know why Mastah picked you. But Sin is his favorite. Tonight we perform, just me and Mastah.”

She looked over watching me holding out against the wall before lowering herself onto the cushions.

“What.. What kind of show?” She asked meekly.

My fingers rolled through the fur of the covers and squeezed tight.

“Mmm…” I smiled, goosebumps covering my body. “I am there, Mastah makes me look so pretty.” My eyes shut picturing it. “Everyone is watching me, they watch Sin.”

I opened my eyes and looked at the girl, smirking.

“You see tonight. Sin will show you why Mastah deserves more.”

I released the covers and leaned over the edge of the bed reaching underneath. I found another bottle and pulled it up by the neck, a small gulp siting at the bottom. I lick the rim before taking down the spiced honey and heard a knock at the door.

“Yes!?” I shouted.

No answer came, only another knock.

“If you want to enter… Say something!”

Another knock.

I cackled and pointed at the girl.

“Let them in.”

She stared back at me and I snapped.

“Let them in!”

 She jumped and ran to the door pushing it open. On the other side was an older woman, blonde wilting hair, rough spun clothing and a tray of food. Grapes, melons, berries, cheeses and dried meats. She raised the tray towards the girl and her pale blue eyes glanced at me. Rather quickly the older woman released the tray shutting the door as she left.

The girl turned around looking at the food then me.

“Are they not allowed to speak?”

I laughed holding my hands in front of my mouth.

“If they can, they can… But with no tongue…” I sneered.

The girl stood there with the tray in hand. I was not sure if she was shocked, or scared but she was still as a board. I rolled my eyes and sat up in bed reaching a single arm out to her.

“Bring it here!”

She didn’t budge, my fingers wiggling. I heaved a disgruntled sigh when she finally came back to this reality. She brought the tray over and I pulled it from her and placed the sweets in my lap. I licked my upper lip while fondling a vine of grapes.

“Mastah brings these from all ova. He wants Sin to have energy for her show.”

I looked at the girl, so skinny. I lifted a bowl of figs off the tray and handed them to her.

“Eat these.” My eyes still on the tray. “Maybe we can fatten you up for Mastah.”

She didn’t grab the bowl from me at first. My eyes coming up to see the paleness of hers. My lips twitched, and she quickly grabbed the bowl and walked back to her corner of pillows.

The fruits were so sweet, juicy, their liquids dripped over my chin, droplets falling on the tray. I took the small dagger off the tray to cut a piece of hard cheese, it salty. I watched the girl in the corner, the bowl in her lap, the small bites she took off the fig. She then gobbled the entire fig. I laughed smacking my chest, nearly dropping the tray.